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Im not really sure what im doing anymore, im starting to change shape and form for the worst and ugly.
My mind has a mind of it's own, it's getting obsessive, addicted and angry.
I try to let it go, to let YOU go, but this is no breach of peace, it's a fucking war.

Im trying to keep a stable mind
                                                                                         But im getting obsessed
Im doing things to distract myself
                                                                                 Even having a.d.d wouldn't help
Im trying to grow angel wings
                                                                    But they rip off and i grow demon wings
Im trying to cage the beast
                                                                                       But the beast gets angry
Im trying to get over what has transpired
                                                                                       It's easier in the movies


He is not right for you, he never was and never will be. I don't know why you must act so foolish, it aggravates me to no end and makes me want to do things you would only dream of in your worst nightmare.


There is no one on gods green earth who will ever care for you more then I

But "I" just isnt good enough for you is it.
©2009 ~50calWolf
:icon50calwolf:

Author's Comments

I thought you'd come back at least i prayed (so i prayed)
the romance has been dead (the romance is dead, the romance is dead)
for years (you come back)
but i've been too afraid to dig the grave (so i prayed)
relief support never came

memories carry me through the day
of when we were kids
and angels came to watch us play

close my eyes, just for tonight
the sun still sleeps, and when she wakes
close my eyes, just for tonight
the sun still sleeps, and when she wakes

a movie that plays in my mind
remembering you helps me survive
every day a re-run of the next
i promised to stay by your side
that all would change, i can't complain
another victim of the game

close my eyes, just for tonight
the sun still sleeps, and when she wakes
close my eyes, just for tonight
the sun still sleeps, and when she wakes

maybe love will FIND us again
for there is always tomorrow
sincerely till the end
close my eyes just for tonight
the sun still sleeps and when she wakes,
close my eyes just for tonight
the sun still sleeps and when she wakes

close my eyes, just for tonight
the sun still sleeps, and when she wakes
close my eyes, just for tonight
the sun still sleeps, and when she wakes

you'll be a memory (be a memory)
you'll be a memory (be a memory)
you'll be a memory (be a memory)
you'll be a memory!! (Memory, memory, memory)

Underoath- when the sun sleeps

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:iconverybadgirl:
Is this reality or just imagination, Brian?
I like it, anyway. :-)

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Anche un viaggio di mille miglia deve cominciare con un solo passo
(Even a one-thousand miles long trip has to start with just one step)
:icon50calwolf:
it's real, every. last. word.

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"When life gives you lemons, make orange juice and leave the world wondering how the hell you did it"
:iconverybadgirl:
I felt it...that's why I faved it! I wish I could help...

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Anche un viaggio di mille miglia deve cominciare con un solo passo
(Even a one-thousand miles long trip has to start with just one step)
:icon50calwolf:
i don't need help, i need change

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"When life gives you lemons, make orange juice and leave the world wondering how the hell you did it"
:iconverybadgirl:
You're right...I used the wrong words. I should have said "I wish I could do something", but change is something that no one else but you can do

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Anche un viaggio di mille miglia deve cominciare con un solo passo
(Even a one-thousand miles long trip has to start with just one step)
:icon50calwolf:
to bad there's nothing i can do about it

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"When life gives you lemons, make orange juice and leave the world wondering how the hell you did it"
:iconverybadgirl:
There's always something we can do, as humans...The problem is if we really want...

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Anche un viaggio di mille miglia deve cominciare con un solo passo
(Even a one-thousand miles long trip has to start with just one step)
:icon50calwolf:
ugh w/e

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"When life gives you lemons, make orange juice and leave the world wondering how the hell you did it"
:iconverybadgirl:
w/e??

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Anche un viaggio di mille miglia deve cominciare con un solo passo
(Even a one-thousand miles long trip has to start with just one step)
:icon50calwolf:
whatever, i don't know anymore

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"When life gives you lemons, make orange juice and leave the world wondering how the hell you did it"

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